| i'm ready to die |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|09:02 pm] |
Landing on a runway in Chicago and I'm grounding all my dreams
of ever really seeing California, because I know what's in between
is something sensual in such non-conventional ways.
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say.
These friends are, new friends are golden. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|05:56 pm] |
i take that back.
they can have the equally shallow girls |
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[Aug. 7th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
so today i decided to update.
beecause
something upset me last night
and all i can is say that boys with no class don't deserve girls. period. |
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| do it. |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|03:43 am] |
[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|01:25 am] |
im a fat cow
and extremely depressed
for always
i wish i were normal
i envy people who can go about life living day to day
ill never be like that
ii hate my body
i enjoy making other people look beautiful
i would be a waste of time
so let go
jump in
cause there's beauty in the breakdown
12 i started my plan
im sticking to it
forever
i do stupid things sometimes
i wish i werent so retarded
i dont know why im so depressed
pills suck thou
dont go on them
ever
my dad threatens to put me on them
every time i act out of line
it isnt fair
im sorry that i embarrass him
its just me
drugs make u feel like a completely different person
i despise any and all forms
that is all. |
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| meow |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
so im finally updating this puppy
um im watching 100 greatest kid stars
too bad im going to be famous when i get older so it will be like flipping chic and classy
so i like work
it is alot of fun
but only when im working with gene or eric
last night was an experience
but it was neat
boo im fat
and ugly
and it sucks
so i haave no idea what im going to do senior year
where or where will i go?
what oh what will i do?
fuuuck!
california perhaps?
or maybe ill move in with my mom
in scottsdale
but idk where id go
so pretty much i cant stand any of my friends
except for christine
weve been talking lately
and shes the best
and i think her and i were made to be best friends
everyone else sucks
how do i look the way i do
my sister is so pretty
meow
god!
rawrrrr
im in a very hate mood right now
like my stepmom
\eww
i think im going to start taking meds again
i like myself better that way
ok
so what ive decided
only tcby 2 nights a week
with sf/ff
and fruits or granola
2 SCOOPS ONLY
my sister is soooo skinny!
it isnt fair
ok so i wish i was happy
goodbye |
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[Dec. 1st, 2004|06:40 pm] |
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friends only! comment and u shall be added..maybe =) |
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